HALF OF EACH!!

Someone recently asked me, “so are you with grace or dumc now?” that’s coz she knew about my joining one of dumc’s YA cell… otherwise, the question would’ve been, “so you still joining ss2 cell?” haha… well, I really thought deep, and found myself still not knowing how to answer that question… whenever people ask me which church am I attending, it’s easy to give em my biggest smile and proudly say, “grace pj!” [yes, I’m indeed really very proud of this church… not so much the things I do there, but the fact that it is well nurtured by a very mission-minded senior pastor] same thing with cell… it’s only 3 months plus and I’ve gotten so used to the “ooh-I’m-with-the-praisegivers” response, but yet I didn’t take enuff time to think of the appropriate answer or whether it was ever an acceptable reason in the eyes of others if that question was ever thrown at me…

But then again, who cares what people say, as long as I know this decision comes from the Lord Himself… Yes, I used to be so conscious about what people will think of me, so much so I tend to make decisions based on what they will say rather than what I feel is right… well, not anymore!! I’m juz so sick and tired of the fact that, if you’re not following the so-called rules closely (and correctly), you’ll tend to be the hot topic for the day… Arrrgghh, what the ---- Why should I live my life worrying about what others will say and think of me? Remember last year’s theme? Ahaha

Some asked, “how can you be splitted in two places, as in serving in one and worshipping and growing in another?? Don’t the doctrines differ? Which will you be following then?” well, my questions back to you, “aint Jesus the same no matter which church you go?? And which is more important, personal walk with the Lord and ministry of my service to Him, or juz for the sake of going with the flow? or have you ever thought about the importance of placing urself in an environment where it brings out the best in you?” if I can have the benefit of both places, AND give of myself in both places, why not?? Haha =p

Yes, I’m half here and half there… so what? Wahahaha *winkz* Juz so wish that I could be there for my first home evangelism aka home e (dumc’s version of harvest event) tonight and the easter production on sunday, but juz coz of this chicken pox… issshh!! *lol* hope they’re having fun tho, ehehee… Go, PraiseGivers!! Rock on for Jesus!!