What If I Let You Go?

Day after day, time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I’ve never felt so much love before
And once again I’m thinkin’ about
Taking the easy way out…

Chorus:
But if I let you go,
I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me
How will I know if I let you go…

Night after night, I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There’s no one like you to speak to my heart
It’s such a shame we’re worlds apart
I’m to shy too ask
I’m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I’m thinkin’ about
Taking the easy way out…

Years ago, when I was still in high school, the liking for boy bands like Westlife and Backstreet Boys is merely for their cute looks, kakaka… Until one day, this song struck me, and a hard one it was… Today, it struck me a second time, sigh… In short, I was disappointed!! My human mind saw it the negative way when I knew there was no way out, or rather I didn’t know how to handle it…

Like the chorus says: But if I let it go, I will never know… what my life would be, holding it close to me… will I ever see it coming back to me, how will I know if I let it go… I was so affected by the situation that happened this morning I just felt like giving up the whole idea… But guess what? A short while later, my cousin, Hong Yin, buzzed me online and as we begin chatting, she brought a whole new light to the situation which I have never pictured before… although she doesn’t know exactly what is going on, something she said really made me think twice about my own thoughts and perception of things…

Thanx gal!! Altho it doesn’t help solve the whole problem, I see a new light in this situation now and I cannot deny that you had a point there in terms of wanting the best… I will strive on!! *muaks*

[Add-ins: I forgot… what I’m looking at now, after chatting with my cousin, is a whole new pic altogether… Is not the title of the song, but rather the last two lines of each verse *winkz* thanx again, Yin :)]