A REDIRECTED DESTINY

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Such is the verse that came to mind when I saw the reply from the Secretariat for Duskin Leadership Training (DLT) in japan… yes, peeps, it finally came!! And no, peeps, I wasn’t selected, eheh… anyhow, I believe God’s plans are higher *winkz* perhaps I could try again next year, before I reach the age limit of 25 =)

I might have been hopeful and looking forward to it, but I realise that nothing’s gonna change the fact that God is an all-knowing God… I have set high hopes way back, afterwhich I decided the higher my hopes, the harder it will crash if it were never God’s will to begin with… this door closes, another door will open if only it is the will of God the Father… like what my mom said, “probably your ground is not in japan, but originally here in malaysia.” And of course I will remember the EXACT words she said to me a couple weeks back, hahaha… hmm, interesting… hehe

Not like I was gonna break down and cry or something, but encouragements from cell members were really appreciated, especially from evie!! She gave me DUMC’s last year’s theme: 1 Corinthians 2:9 ~~> “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those that love Him.” So be it!! Love you, girl, for you never fail to be a real encouragement to me ever since I knew you *winkz* come to think of it, it has only been a short almost-five-months, but it feels like a very long time, hehe… Hmm, which reminds me, my next aim would be DUMC’s YA camp, wahaha =p